A Train Can’t Bring Me Home

“Well I broke down in East St. Louis, on the Kansas City line
Drunk up all my money that I borrowed every time
And I fell down at the derby, the night’s black as a crow
It was a train that took me away from here
But a train can’t bring me home” – Train Song (Thomas A. Waits) © Audiam, Inc

In the late 1980s – early 1990s I was working a job in the Coachella Valley of Southern California. My place of employment was almost exactly 50 miles from my home. Having been given by a friend a homemade cassette tape that included Tom Waits’ Small Change on one side, and Swordfish Trombones on the other, I had discovered that if I began the Small Change (total length of album: 48 min, 29 sec) side of the tape just as I was departing work, the album’s final song, “I Can’t Wait to Get Off Work”, would be playing as I entered my driveway and parked in front of my garage. This soon became a weekly ritual for me; my “TGIF” celebration as I drove home, paycheck in hand, leaving my job and workweek behind for a couple of days.

Small Change was Tom Waits’ third studio album. Recorded direct to two-track stereo tape in July 1976, and released later that same year, the album’s eleven tracks featured some of Waits’ best lyrical work to date. With Waits on piano and vocals, the album included the talents of Shelly Manne on drums, Jim Hughart on bass, and some delectable tenor saxophone work from the legendary Lew Tabackin. Along with a number of brilliant string arrangements by Jerry Yester, the release has been described as “beatnik-glory-meets-Hollywood-noir”.

Even someone with only a passing familiarity with the music of Tom Waits would likely agree that he is not the easiest of artists to sing along with. I’ve learned that for me the pursuit typically results in a sore throat. So, my Friday afternoon drive time was spent listening to Tom’s philosophical ruminations of urban life’s seamier side, as I contemplated my impending weekend. It wasn’t long before my weekly immersion in Small Change led me to wade deeper into Waits’ catalog of recordings.

Although Small Change doesn’t really include any direct references to trains, it didn’t take long for me to recognize that trains & rail travel are familiar imagery in Tom Waits’ lyrical compositions. Not only has he penned songs dealing specifically with trains (e.g., “Train Song”, “Downtown Train”, “2:19”), but many of his songs include one or more lines referring to trains and/or traveling by rail.

In fact, further sleuthing led to an internet site listing more than 40 of Waits’ songs that contain references to trains, including:

“I come into town on a night train with an arm full of boxcar/ On the wings of a magpie cross a hooligan night” – Whistlin’ Past the Graveyard (Blue Valentine)

“Just put a church key in your pocket we’ll hop that freight train in the hall / We’ll slide all the way down the drain to New Orleans in the fall” – Kentucky Avenue (Blue Valentine)

“He went down, down, down and the devil called him by name / He went down, down, down hangin’ onto the back of a train” – Down, Down, Down (Swordfish Trombones)

“And they all pretend they’re Orphans and their memory’s like a train / You can see it getting smaller as it pulls away” – Time (Rain Dogs)

“I lived on nothing but dreams and train smoke” – Pony (Mule Variations)

Trains have been featured in popular music for as long as trains have existed. Sometimes the reference is literal, but often the train is used in a metaphorical sense. Train travel can signify deliverance, or transportation to a better life. The depiction of a locomotive barreling under a full head of steam may suggest loss of control. And there is likely no confusion what the railroad term “sidetracked” implies when used as a figure of speech.

Train imagery can also indicate transience. A quick perusal of Tom Waits’ life may find evidence of a significant amount of roving, and plainly his songs are populated by vagabonds and wanderers, whether autobiographical or otherwise. Waits once stated, “I don’t like the stigma that comes with being called a poet– so I call what I’m doing an improvisational adventure or an inebriational travelogue, and all of a sudden it takes on a whole new form and meaning”.

“What made my dreams so hollow, was standing at the depot
With a steeple full of swallows that could never ring the bell
And I’ve come ten thousand miles away, not one thing to show
It was a train that took me away from here
But a train can’t bring me home” – Train Song (Waits)

“A steeple full of swallows that could never ring the bell”, is a favorite line from Waits’ “Train Song”.

The song appears on his ninth studio album, Frank’s Wild Years, which is a collection of songs written for a play of the same name, and released in 1987. Waits starred as the eponymous lead character, Frank, for a three-month period in 1985, when the play was produced by Chicago’s Steppenwolf Theater Company.

*Steppenwolf Theater Company, Deerfield*, IL

While I’m not absolutely clear on the play’s plot, “Train Song” appears near the end of the album’s side two, which makes the song’s final repeated line, “It was a train that took me away from here/ But a train can’t bring me home”, somewhat telling.

Many of Tom Waits’ songs – diehard fans may consider this blasphemy – often sound better when recorded by other artists. That being said, my favorite recording of “Train Song” is a live rendition by Canadian singer Holly Cole, recorded in Montreal and released on Cole’s 1996 album, It Happened One Night. Guitarist Kevin Breit uses his instrument to create train sound effects that, along with David Piltch’s throbbing bass and the spare percussion parts, lend Waits’ classic train song a haunting, ethereal quality.

Not that Tom’s version of the song doesn’t possess a haunting and ethereal quality of its own. It absolutely does, and I would not take anything away from his original recording. But as a lover of music and song, I appreciate being able to enjoy further interpretations of an artist’s work. On that subject, I believe that I will in a future blog post, shine the spotlight on another of Waits’ train songs, recorded by a number of different artists.

Until then . . .

“I remember when I left without bothering to pack
Don’t you know I up and left with just the clothes I had on my back
Now I’m sorry for what I’ve done and I’m out here on my own
It was a train that took me away from here
But a train can’t bring me home
It was a train that took me away from here
But a train can’t bring me home” – Train Song (Waits)